I don’t normally rant that much online. I moan to loved ones but most of the time I just keep everything to myself and have days where I just cry.
BritMums have given me a chance to rant. Oh how much I could put in this blog post. I won’t as I do not want anyone to know ALL my issues, there are quite a few so I shall concentrate on just one! This one is a rant about myself. So here goes!
What the **** am I doing with my life?!
Yes I am a mum, I have a lovely family and love being a full-time mum but I seem to be missing something..hobbies, a purpose that is something other than a mum. I am stuck in a rut. I really don’t know what to do in life! I want to do so many things, but do I do them? No! I want to start baking, have been wanting to do that for ages..have I done any baking? No! I want to go back to Slimming World. Have I done that? No! But that’s because our money is going elsewhere at the moment and the night time classes are non doable. I want to volunteer but the weekends are the only time I can do this and to be honest I hardly see my fiancé at the moment, wish I could volunteer with Miss A with me! I want to start the garden but I need some lovely person to remove part of the driveway (anyone willing to do this for me, please?!!)
OK this is also a rant about why there are so many obstacles in my way of achieving what I want to achieve. Well BritMums, you did say I could rant 😉
The above is just a few things of many that I want to achieve but I have been up since 4am this morning and that’s what was in my mind at the time.
I will say one thing, I really need a good kick up the backside! This post maybe a blogging prompt but maybe it is the thing that will make me do all the things I want to achieve…apart from maybe taking up the concrete driveway!