Well I am 10 weeks pregnant. I am having some cravings this week, melon and doughnuts!
I am still tired, I haven’t got much energy to do much at all but it is slowly getting better.
I got stressed last week, I found out that the midwife may of failed to refer me to the hospital. I had to go to the doctors to get it sorted and I still haven’t heard anything. So I feel really sad about this. Ideally I could of done with an early scan as I really am not doing well with this pregnancy, mentally. I am so frightened to get excited about it. I almost cried while on the phone to the receptionist when she told me that I hadn’t been referred. Today I have tried to contact the hospital to see whether they have received my referral and whether I can have an early scan. I am getting some pain and one other thing that is causing me some concern. I don’t think I am miscarrying, not at all. But it isn’t making me feel excited to be pregnant.
Once I have this first scan, I am sure I will feel a lot better and it means that I can announce it to the people that I know. I haven’t done that yet. The only people that know are my and my fiancé’s immediate family and people that read my blog/follow me on Facebook and Twitter. I announced the last pregnancy on my Facebook profile and I did regret it a bit.
Not much has changed this week apart from the new cravings. I have had both melon and doughnuts for the past two days. I need to stop eating the doughnuts now as they can cause my gallstones to make themselves known. I really fancy some Goody Good Stuff sweets but can’t find them anywhere.
Hopefully by the time I write next week’s diary I should have a scan date! Fingers crossed!